The High Price of Eggs
By Anonymous
An Animal Rights Poem from All-Creatures.org

Dedicated to Jason, who at a very young age, in farm country and never having heard of vegetarianism, refused to ever eat meat again when he was told where it came from after losing his treasured calf to the slaughterhouse.  This poem may be reprinted at any time by anyone, without permission.

I was a pre-vet student, you see, 
It was desirable to have experience with all types of animals; 
When I saw the help-wanted ad put out by the Lone Pine Mink and Poultry Farm, 
I jumped at the chance, 
Never stopping to think 
What the mink and poultry might be for.

I drove over in the full lushness of early summer, 
Green hill pastures and endless woods, 
Deserted back roads meandering through gentle mountains. 
I thought how lucky I was 
To be living in such beauty 
After growing up in New York City.

Cresting a rise, 
I spotted a high pine standing by itself, 
Made one-sided by winter winds; 
And I knew I was there. 
The owner met me in the driveway 
And pointed out his mink operation — 
It was only an open-sided shed. 
I'd pictured mink running all over fields and woods, 
A sort of wildlife sanctuary; 
But when I saw the tiny wire-mesh cages, 
Each with a single inmate making non-stop circles 
From floor to wall to ceiling and back again, 
I realized that this was no wildlife refuge.

"There's only one opening left here," the owner informed me, 
"Someone to help with the killing — 
Don't think you'd be interested in that." 
I looked at his face — 
He wasn't making fun of me; 
He took me to the poultry building 
Where his wife was in need of an egg collector.

In an already dazed state, 
I entered the tunnel they called a barn, and was hit by a wall of sound — 
Thousands of chickens all shrieking at once in the heavy air, 
The wife yelling above it all 
As though nothing were wrong. 
She took me on tour 
Down a narrow walkway 
Between high walls of vertical and horizontal rows of cages, 
With no seeming embarrassment 
That the hens were crammed so many to a cage, 
Some had to be on top of others. 
With traces of pride, 
She explained the mechanized feeders and waterers, 
And how the eggs dropped through wire-mesh floors 
For their protection and easy collection; 
Couldn't she see that her charges were pecked raw and bleeding?

She gave me a can: full of empty canons 
And left me with the advice 
Not to think about the end of the row 
That's when I noticed that no end could be seen, 
Not because the lights were dim, which they were, 
But because it was so far away-.

Alone in the noise, 
I began collecting the eggs 
Like a mechanized feeder 
That doesn't know what else to do. 
I was supposed to pack the eggs big-side up; 
What was wrong with me 
That I couldn't tell which end was big?

I tried to concentrate — 
"Speed is essential," 
But my eyes wouldn't stay on the eggs 
Where they belonged. 
I began to see worse things than I'd first noticed — 
Wings caught in the wire bars, 
Dislocated and broken by the movements of cage-mates; 
I tried to free them, 
Cringing at the way 
Parts of living feeling beings snapped in my fingers.

At mid-morning the boss-lady returned, 
She was concerned for me — 
She'd pay minimum wage for three training days, 
But after that, 
Payment would be by the carton, 
And I'd be on my own. 
She cautioned that I'd have to develop four 
times my present speed 
Just to earn the minimum.

But why were we talking about money? 
We were in a concentration camp for birds, 
And was the weight of our pocketbooks 
All we could feel!


Yet, As hundreds of chalky eggs passed through my fingers, 
Somewhere below awareness, 
I came to the illogical conclusion 
That if this was the system accepted everywhere, 
It must be me that's crazy.

I worked mechanically, 
Closing my eyes to all but the whiteness of eggs; 
Though I could betray myself this way, 
I couldn't do it efficiently — 
I'd only finished one row and started the next 
When the man and his wife arrived to say the day was over — 
They'd have to finish the remaining five rows themselves. 
I hoped they'd fire me, 
But they weren't half bad where humans were concerned.

I bludgeoned myself into returning in the morning, 
But I hadn't been working two hours 
When I saw something 
That even my cold steely eyes couldn't ignore. 
A chicken had stuck her head out between two bars of her cage and back in between two other bars,
Wedged fast in that position for who knows how long. 
I told myself to go on with my work, 
That I'd only break her neck, 
But how could I leave her like that? 
I fumbled, 
Precious time passing, 
Time which became less precious 
The longer I held suffering 
Between my shaking fingers. 
I couldn't get her loose and I couldn't go on, 
I couldn't even see for the tears, 
"God, take my clumsy hands," 
And suddenly she was free.

Numb at last 
To my false sense of work responsibility, 
I searched the rows in a haze, 
Found my boss candling eggs in perfect oblivion, 
And told her I quit.

She tried to pay me minimum wage, 
But I took only what I'd earned by the carton 
Four dollars and some change for ten hours work, 
And still it weighed like thirty pieces of silver 
In my pocket.

I stepped from screaming hell 
Into the peace of a country morning, 
Passed under a row of shady maples, 
Sunlight beckoning beyond. 
Why should I be allowed to walk away 
When their only release would be death?

I didn't know then 
That I would never be able 
To shake off the noise and images of that place, 
That I would carry their pain inside, 
To be rekindled at the turn of a phrase by Vivaldi, 
Or the stretched-out reds of an evening sky; 
That I would lie awake in the night, 
and remember.

The author was a pre-vet student, but dropped out of school the week before having to watch the upperclassmen practice on living animals. Most of her poems are auto-biographical.